at last, I had to give it up
never wanted to do harm
I do my best
You must remember
I mean well
I don’t want to leave you
That’s all I could say
My life went on
Suspicion closed in
She gave it up
I will never let him in again
Life was always easy
In or out
Abby is a character who I find easy to relate to because she is a writer who is quite to fall in love. This book may have a different layout than what you’re used to but it’s worth a read. I have to say that this book did have a twist I really wasn’t expecting at all.
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Turtles All The Way Down by John Green is about a girl who has very tough personal battles with herself, as well as boy named Davis who’s dad has disappeared. Here are some of my thoughts on the book:
(Spoilers duh)
I let your soul drop water into my back in my purple bath and sometimes I can’t help but let you in and consume me but every time I do it I see your soul a little clearer and I’m scared to hear what he has to say once he’s strong enough to speak to me because i’m not ready for that and honestly i don’t think you are ready for me and what i have to offer because i have learnt so much this past while and I now know that you need my fingertips grazing across your back at night to help you sleep and i now know that you need to see the world and i now know how to see new places and how to find home in everywhere I go and I’m so sorry that you don’t get to feel this with me but then again I can’t apologize to the one who turned away.
I am still writing of you
But Here I am
Thought I would feel closure soon
But Here I am
Do you think of me too?
I shouldn’t even ask
Because the answer to that
Would kill me so fast
So I guess all I want
Is a night
Where we pretend
We didn’t fall apart
I feel you leaving
But this feeling isn’t new
You’re like a boomerang
But your distance is getting further
And maybe one day
You will not return
And i’m unsure of the reason why the responsibility of your self-love fell onto my shoulders but
i can’t make you love yourself
and to expect me to give that satisfaction to you is unreal
and the fact you blame me for your self-hatred is unreal
i am me
you are you
‘i hope you’re happy’
i hope you realize how self indulged you are.
you would like it everything I wrote was about you
and i guess I feel the same about you
I’d like to think that my lips are the only ones you think about kissing
But i don’t think the day will come,
the day you decide you only need one.
I feel like a barn in an abandoned field
They’re just waiting for me to collapse so they can rebuild
And Jake,
I rang that church bell on my way home but when you’re alone
it rings differently
Of all the people I chose to spend my time with I don’t think
I spent enough time with you