I know you’ll never play her that song
The one in which I’d sing along
You used to stay up with me all night long
Without you, I don’t come off too strong
If you were here
If I were there
Honey, we’re going nowhere
My love for you will remain as a ghost
You were always the one I cared for most
You don’t know love until you know pain
I want to call but I’ll try to refrain
You’re just the only one in my brain
I asked you to stay you said get in your lane
You’ve always been an open book and I’ve always been above your reading level
You’ve always tried to play it safe and I’ve always been a bit of a rebel
I push your limits when you want to take it slow
I wish I knew better but I obviously don’t know
I’ve always been pretty bad at waiting
And every day I see you changing
I’ll never be what I used to be
But that’s just me
And the bright side is hard to see
Even an understanding heart gets tired
My mind is constantly lit up and wired
If I say I’m happy then I guess I’m a liar
Hate to think you’re less than gold
But I’m alone
Our hearts in different hands
The thought of you with her I can’t stand
But I’ll keep stable
While I’m still able
I miss you and I shouldn’t
Abandon you, I couldn’t
You miss the way I talk with my eyes
I miss the way you’d tell me lies
Like you love me
I am not being dramatic
I have simply learned from the past
You ask if I’ll bleed for you
But blood loss is so fatal
And I’m already running on low
It starts with a wall
A broken cell screen
Soon there will be nothing
For you to break but me
I always attract such selfish boys
Ones who view me as a toy
When all I do is try to create joy
it is what it is because you believed in everyone but me
you could never see what was in front of you it was me
stuck around no matter what you did, that was also me
some people never learn and i wish that wasn’t me
coming back again i’m not sure what you are giving me
but i need to be free
i wish you could see
whats this means
for me
I’m letting you go the way a tree lets go to a saw
I keep going back and forth with you
And even though it seems like I’m making no progress
My cut gets deeper and deeper every time
Green painted to black
You’ll never have me back
We fought the same demons
I’m still in your bloodstream
Like a shiver, you can’t shake
I’ll always be there
When we were walking home
You screamed
And cried
‘you can only be mine’
But I could never be owned
Since the silence makes me feel at home
it’s starts with a single dream
And then I infect your brain
You won’t be thinking straight
Won’t cause you too much pain
Until the memories start bouncing back
We could never keep on the same track
It was the hunger and passion you lack