You’re playing with my head
When you should be in my bed
Making me forget the times
You left and said you can’t be mine
Some days we are on such separate pages
I wonder if we’re even in the same book
No quality time
Didn’t spend a dime
Want to be mine
But can’t find the time
Wasting away
Better pray
That I stay
Let them think you didn’t see me out of respect to her
When really it’s because you know you couldn’t control yourself
I’m glad you’re doing so well
*mad
I need to learn to leave it alone
(I just wish we were alone)
It’s not always about you
Get over yourself
The same way I got over you
2 years ago
I let myself cry about you today
I allowed my brain to dig deep and open the files, the ones filled with your scent of hard work, cigarettes and your dirty hair.
My fingers used to find themselves wrapped around your golden strands more than once, it’s in the way that I need to feel like leaves and branches that are in my pathway, I always felt that I needed to feel you, experience you.
And now you’re gone, I’ll let it be.
(but please know you meant the world to me)
You’re thinking of me
I can feel it in my chest
You must be getting lonely
Since you’ve moved out west
Let me know you still have my vinyl
Sending me some cuts
You’re still making me dizzy
Please get me out of this rut
You keep the ribbons tied
And I don’t really mind
Because you were everything
From the beginning of time
Do you write about me?
Sing songs about that night
When you couldn’t find the light
We made our wrongs right
With you I could never fight
In middle school we were tight
Until that girl was in your sight
She never treated you right
Her face was a solid painted white
She hated me out of spite
Before her you used to be so bright
I was always looking for that green light
From you
What you see is what you get
Don’t you know that yet?
When I see those blue eyes
I can’t help but idolize
The idea
Of us
I steered you onto gods path
And then he cursed us both
He wouldn’t accept us
So we shared a bed
So we showed him
And I may look happy
But you know how fake shit can be
That you should know
If it’s just between you and me
I always go for guys with blue eyes and I guess it’s because I always want what I don’t have .
And I guess I still love you but it’s like a kind of love that’s embedded into you and you just walk with in your heels and you learn to live.
I see you and I feel only love for you and its getting pretty old.
Sing me to sleep
Pretend that you are listening
Because talk is cheap
When you know you’re only whispering
Stick out your chest
Let me know what you’re planning
You always know best
The lies become quite enchanting
Dancing in colour
Right before my very eyes
I cannot sleep
Please do not ask me why
Boy come near me
I’ll set a trap off in your heart
Honesty is key
Without it we easily break apart
Please sing right now
Show me you are my best bet
I’m not sure how
But baby please try not to fret
Craving your veins
Cuddle me until I sleep
Too much pain
I cannot dream tonight