Yes hello good morning
I’ve been here the whole time
But please keep ignoring
I’ll imagine that you are mine
I’ve never been a swimmer
But I’d cross the ocean for you
You’ve always been a quitter
So what else am I supposed to do?
Don’t love me because I love you
Love me because you mean to
I know where I really need to be
But you hold me I’m not really free
To be who I am without causing stress
I feel like I am okay now I was such a mess
Believe me when I say I still pray every night
I wish you were my god and held me so tight
No one is worth dying over no one is true
I thought differently when I first met you
Way to prove me wrong and regrow my doubt
Love and faith isn’t really all this is about
Sometimes I hold my own hand in comfort
Because I know all I need
Is me
Just roaming streets
There are so many people
Trying to figure this out
Alongside me
It’s easy to not feel alone downtown
Never quiet and full of sounds
Silence was never a great friend of mine
Thoughts too loud where’s the exit sign
I used to ask you if you wanted me to hold you
I bet you haven’t seen such kindness since
Why throw away the one that loves you
For a bunch of maybes and what if’s?
Boys always say they’ll buy you flowers
But the only thing blooming is their ego
Did I make a mistake falling in love outside of the party?
Feeling isolated
My pupils dilated
Keep up with me
What would you do
If I didn’t love you
I need someone who gives it all
To me
You never answer when I call
Leave me
Maybe it’s karma
Maybe it’s a sad price
But that’s what you get
For not being so nice
That night you said she was nothing
But she must have been quite something
To throw away everything we had
You tear through me the way fall tears through the trees
You’ll leave me completely bare and frail
Said you’d never let me go and you never really did
Said you need me in your life and I believe it
Don’t you understand what you have?
Others before you have made similar mistakes
They always come running back to me
And babe you should know I never have time to wait
And as I get older I learn the different levels of lonely
The newest high I felt is when you hold me
How can being in someone’s arms feel so empty?
At the end of the day I know I’m all I need
In the days you didn’t know me that’s when I felt most alive
These days I don’t want to be out I just want to hide
So we will hide together away from the sun and everyone
And I’ll just keep smoking until there is no oxygen in my lungs