Do you remember the waves and not caring as much?
You were always good at talking never taking a punch
Let’s fight it out because that’s the base on which I grew up
I have the best points but I still don’t feel like it’s enough
How can I be honest with you
When I can’t even be honest with myself
22 years spent in this skin
Because I guess that’s what we do
I’ll keep watching over you
I’ll grab onto your rib cage and never let go
I can’t die alone
Because I’m a ghost can’t you see
You’ll never be able to live with me
Please know
You’re all I want to hold
Day and night
Only you by my side
Know you’re mine
I’m not one to share my time
It’s love I think
I miss you when I blink
How do I miss someone right beside me?
I think you’re all I’ll ever really need
What are you back for?
What more could you want?
I’ll never become the girl that you flaunt
I’m beautiful and strong
Too much for you apparently
Coming by girls like me doesn’t happen randomly
So I’m sure you got bored
Realized I was as good as it gets
Too bad you couldn’t even complete the first test
Of course I’m upset and jaded
You said you’d stay and you left
You had your way with me then moved to the next
I didn’t want to let you go
But now I did and you should know
We were kids bring reckless
No higher being to confess
What we were doing was wrong
And We knew it all along
I am learning to live in black and white
I’m always wrong and you’re always right
Sometimes I wish you’d just leave my sight
But it’s not worth putting up a fight
I loved too much and held your hand too tight
Whatever your reasons I find them trite
Because I would still take you back tonight
I wanna say I don’t care
Don’t share
Your air
You mean nothing anymore
But even when I’m angry
I see
Ivory
My surrender flag is lowered
Stayed outside your house in the fucking cold
Isn’t that all we want?
Someone who feels the way we do so we don’t feel so fucking alone?
When I’m flying in the clouds I feel closest to you
Why did you make me go through this alone?
Everything fell apart when you took your life away from me
Because remember you didn’t just take your own breath away
I can’t feel sadness right now only guilt, regret, and anger
Some days you can’t look up
Can’t see the bright side
Can’t look at yourself in the mirror
Can’t find the strength to stand
Some days just aren’t looking up