What are you back for?
What more could you want?
I’ll never become the girl that you flaunt
I’m beautiful and strong
Too much for you apparently
Coming by girls like me doesn’t happen randomly
So I’m sure you got bored
Realized I was as good as it gets
Too bad you couldn’t even complete the first test
Of course I’m upset and jaded
You said you’d stay and you left
You had your way with me then moved to the next
I didn’t want to let you go
But now I did and you should know
We were kids bring reckless
No higher being to confess
What we were doing was wrong
And We knew it all along
I am learning to live in black and white
I’m always wrong and you’re always right
Sometimes I wish you’d just leave my sight
But it’s not worth putting up a fight
I loved too much and held your hand too tight
Whatever your reasons I find them trite
Because I would still take you back tonight
I wanna say I don’t care
Don’t share
Your air
You mean nothing anymore
But even when I’m angry
I see
Ivory
My surrender flag is lowered
Stayed outside your house in the fucking cold
Isn’t that all we want?
Someone who feels the way we do so we don’t feel so fucking alone?
When I’m flying in the clouds I feel closest to you
Why did you make me go through this alone?
Everything fell apart when you took your life away from me
Because remember you didn’t just take your own breath away
I can’t feel sadness right now only guilt, regret, and anger
Some days you can’t look up
Can’t see the bright side
Can’t look at yourself in the mirror
Can’t find the strength to stand
Some days just aren’t looking up
I have a heart full of hatred and pain
But at times I let it go and I enjoy the happy things with others
When I see a young couple smiling and laughing walking down the city street at night it is easy to rejoice for them and I feel a small twitch in my chest that reminds me I’m capable of feeling but my heart just isn’t strong enough to breathe on its own yet and it needs the hatred running through it’s aorta to stay alive
It’s a sad truth but it’s true
And even a broken heart is a true heart at the core
We were so beautiful and nothing had been killed
Now we are broken all our blood has been spilled
I like to just blame you but I guess we can call it even
I never should have listened to when you said you weren’t leaving
Stay and go
That’s the only way you know
Patronize me
Don’t leave me all alone
Yes hello good morning
I’ve been here the whole time
But please keep ignoring
I’ll imagine that you are mine
I’ve never been a swimmer
But I’d cross the ocean for you
You’ve always been a quitter
So what else am I supposed to do?