poetry

don’t think too hard

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date April 12, 2019
Categories In writings

I always thought when you fall in love with someone its magical

Why do you push me away?

Does my kiss not fix your bad day?

I feel alone when I lay next to you

This feeling isn’t anything new

I have only ever trusted me

I wish you could help me breathe

got to you

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date March 27, 2019
Categories In writings

It’s so simple of you to want me to gone, want me dead

You have such a strange way of admitting I’m in your head

what is this to you

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date March 26, 2019
Categories In writings

I touch you I feel sparks

I wish you felt what I felt

Am I full of lumps

Do I disgust you?

I just wish you’d touch me

Like magnets colliding

A need that can’t go unheard

Stick with me

Like I’m all you’re need

you returned once and I’ll see you later

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date March 25, 2019
Categories In writings

you returned once and I’ll probably see you later

I broke your heart last week

I imagine you’re still hurting from it

Strange how I feel no sympathy

For causing pain to someone who used to be my everything

But like they say everything comes back around

You returned once and I’ll see you later

You’ll never be ‘you’ without me

Don’t you see?

You were the best ‘you’ when you were with me

I guess only god knows the truth now

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date March 23, 2019
Categories In writings

You’re gone right now

It’s all fine

You’ll be back soon

You’ll be mine

You can run

But you can’t hide

I’m the only one

Allowed in your mind

Shed the dead leaves they’re too fragile anyways

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date March 22, 2019
Categories In writings

I know you say it over and over

But like good karma

I still don’t believe in it sometimes

breezy; a note

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date March 22, 2019
Categories In a note, writings

I don’t want to keep going. I’ve been low before but I’ve never felt so hollow and empty; worthless. My body follows my mind and shuts down with it. I know I am capable of loving who I am but I feel, right now, like I am no one, like I am nameless. Searching my mind for reasons to stay every day and the list continues to grow shorter and shorter. And I remember losing you and I remember how it felt to me; I don’t wish that on anyone I love. But I also remember how easy it seemed. One day you were here and the next day you just weren’t. Like a breeze.

Some days I want to join the wind with you.