poetry

i’ve got the whole world figured out

and i know that i’ve been asking a lot

Just pretend with me a day  

We can have what we always wanted back then  

I’m not even asking you to stay  

I honestly don’t know if I’ll ever see you again 

I’m falling back into you  

Slowly but surely the feelings are there 

I know you’re with someone new 

But you know that I will always care  

you said to keep holding on but you let go

you asked me to keep holding on but then you let go so where do i go from here?

only you know where I’ve been  

do my texts make it to heaven?  

you said you’re no saint and you’re lying  

stealing hearts was your worst sin  

you’re an angel now  

wish I didn’t know how  

you took your breath away 

wish you could’ve stayed  

you need some repairs

“he poured me a coffee and asked me if it’s been a long night”

it’s dark when i wake up

you need to thicken up

i’ll never be who i was for you

i breathe for me

not men below me

you’re jeans with rips

a windshield with chips

winter frost chapped lips

you need some repairs

as long as you need me

i can’t fall back on you

I always thought when you fall in love with someone its magical  

Why do you push me away? 

Does my kiss not fix your bad day? 

I feel alone when I lay next to you 

This feeling isn’t anything new 

I have only ever trusted me 

I wish you could help me breathe 

its always been my first instinct to run

I’ll always be with you 
Like it or not 

You taught me to drive stick 

And then you drove me crazy 

You kissing her made me sick 

Made me smoke made me hazy  

I’ll always be with you 

Like it or not 

To you I was true 

Rebelled but never caught 

I’m in your blood now 

There is nothing you can do 

When we kiss we vow 

I’ll always come through 

Because when you need me 

I’ll be there for you 

You’re what I need 

You’re who I always look to  

you won’t be much without me

you won’t be much without me honey

And I wouldn’t have to get my heart rate going up again 

If you were mine and you didn’t put up such a fight 

You always ran and never stayed  

I’m just a few short breaths away 

From saying things I shouldn’t say 

About us 

You loved me hard but you pushed me harder away 

The edge so close but I guess this is my price to pay  

You used your hands not just to hold me 

Which is why I’m so okay with being lonely  

I’ll end up on top just you wait and see  

You won’t be much without me