
Not beating
Not breathing
You’re winning
I’m dying
That’s always how it goes

Not beating
Not breathing
You’re winning
I’m dying
That’s always how it goes

one step forward
three steps back
i was always one
for changing paths
never explain yourself
always contain yourself
while you end up alone
i will build up my throne
i’ll never be sorry again
what you can’t do
i can

I’m not one to forgive
You know that best
Went through most of the girls in our high school
Now you’re aiming to finish up the rest
Go ahead pretend you’re over me
But I’m the best there will ever be
You always wanted to be free
Don’t worry, from me you’ll never taste, hear or
See
Again

Just pretend with me a day
We can have what we always wanted back then
I’m not even asking you to stay
I honestly don’t know if I’ll ever see you again
I’m falling back into you
Slowly but surely the feelings are there
I know you’re with someone new
But you know that I will always care

only you know where I’ve been
do my texts make it to heaven?
you said you’re no saint and you’re lying
stealing hearts was your worst sin
you’re an angel now
wish I didn’t know how
you took your breath away
wish you could’ve stayed

bring me to a place with no ceilings
i wanna remember what it’s like to have feelings

it’s dark when i wake up
you need to thicken up
i’ll never be who i was for you
i breathe for me
not men below me
you’re jeans with rips
a windshield with chips
winter frost chapped lips
you need some repairs

You ask are you mad
When you should ask are you sad
I’m always laughing I’m still bad
I’ll be the best you’ve ever had

I should be outward
I should be new
All the fears
I gained from you
Hit me cold
Black and blue
No one knew
Had a clue
I want to be new
Far away from you
You want the truth
It’s best for you
To run far too

I always thought when you fall in love with someone its magical
Why do you push me away?
Does my kiss not fix your bad day?
I feel alone when I lay next to you
This feeling isn’t anything new
I have only ever trusted me
I wish you could help me breathe