i live in a perfect place
we don’t allow people like you, waste
try & fail
back at the beginning of your tale
we accomplish
while you simply fade away
go back to your town
(you’ve got nothing to say?)
i guess a quiet tongue is a truthful one, you’re right
but one day your conscious will win the fight
(leave me out of it)
Flying by the college station
Onto Uni, the next tier
Never did I think I’d be here
To waste my power is a sin
I love the towers that surround me
Make me feel safe, at ease
Finally up off my boney knees
It was all possible I just had to leave
No one can track me
On a fucking cell phone screen
I am completely free
If she knew what you said
The double life that you led
She’d still end up in your bed
I know I’m still in your head
Causing the motions again
But hun I wish you were dead
and you say she’s all you need
while you hand me all your green
just to see my body on-screen
oh I love to make you scream
absolutely love it when you leave
honey, you don’t know what you need
but you swear to god it isn’t me
should’ve let you bleed out your knee
could have been one less problem for me
‘cuz I know you’ll be back we’ll see
you always beg and you always plea
let me in just enough before you flee
what the fuck do you even want from me?
I’ve learned from the master (you)
To take what I need and run (far)
I bet you’re sad aren’t you (blue)
I love the ghosting the silence (au revoir)
I’ll never let you touch me again (beg me)
You want me I want your wallet (I’m not free)
The king of dramatics, prince of lies (cheater)
I am the princess of success (keeper)
Keep your shit town and fake love (not interested)
I love my city lights and adventurous heart (potential unlimited)
I wish my strongest passion was not anger
Jealousy motivates me
Steamed ears, evil smirk, keep up with me
I like to prove people wrong
But sometimes it’d be nice
If they just had faith
In the first place
My love is not the same as your love
I don’t fall for anyone
Anyone under the sun
I don’t ink everyone in my skin
Cover up your mistake your sins
I don’t jump the way you do
I still appreciate the new
You need more caution
For more resolution
But love I’m not yours anymore
So you’ll make more mistakes I’m sure
a mess
dark under eyes finessed
growing everyday
debt to repay
enemy maker
orgasm faker
a solo dancer
your cure to cancer
(the best you’ve ever had)
Dressed in black and white
Staying up alone at night
Four cement walls hold me
They remind me I’m lonely
Gaps and cracks exposing
Feel my bones decomposing
But there is a certain relief
Not being in the ground beneath
Death seemed so friendly
When I was in your company
I learn I dream I succeed
Love is never a need
We live in a world full of people who like to uncover the secrets of the ground
A world full of people who feel they must know where they will go after they are done here
I’ve never been the type to worry about where I’ll end up beyond the grave
But now all I can hope
Is that my heaven is far away from yours
(Or am I your heaven?)