Author: Amanda Vi

meet up at the end

I’m just not the best at this   I’m bad at keeping up   My mind is on a different route than my heart And at this point I’m not even sure if they will line back up   All I know is my mind is rose and my heart is jack   There is […]

good morning

i’m not ready to say goodnight but i’m not ready to say good morning either   i want to keep you in my dreams for now   i know before i felt like i left you to drown at the waves that once consumed me   But then you touched my neck and the entire […]

we will lose

once i am skin and bones maybe i’ll finally feel lighter   but it’s not weight i want to shed, you see   it’s these people i’m surrounded by, who only think of themselves   maybe one day you will look over and see, i’m sick and lost and desperate   and i’m sorry

out of the question

(you’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece)   I don’t think you and I could make it through a night When you cant find meaning in anything You start to believe there is meaning in everything   And I see these people who are full of love and passion and it makes me […]

new leaf

you make me feel more beautiful than i am   you find light in me in raw moments   sometimes i wonder if you think about unbuttoning my shirt the way i dream about unbuttoning yours    

coming for you

You always got the story wrong But honey, they don’t know you like I do   It simply doesn’t matter how many hearts you add to her picture You and I both know part of your heart is still very far From you     (you’re a ghost at most)   you’re never going to […]

skydiving//savage

judging by the amount of times I’ve been wrong about people, you’d think I’d be more careful about who I attach myself to.   (I take the leap, without a parachute)   But here I am, in the back seat of your car melting under your intense warmth.   (I’m going down)   I feel […]

am i okay

I tend to feel like there’s something wrong with me Like maybe my skin feels rough to your touch Maybe I laugh too much and at the wrong times Or maybe my body is just so cold from past ventures that you feel the need to keep your distance I’ve never felt uncomfortable in my […]