Author: Amanda Vi

Dancing in your t-shirt in your high rise   Kissing you in the streets downtown   ‘Railing’ on the bathroom counter       These are the day’s worth writing down

  The way your organize your clothes Your coffee order The brand of shampoo you use Literally how you sleep Your McDonalds order How you like your eggs Which movie can make you cry   There are things that no one in my universe knows about me,   But you still probably remember.   Or […]

there will be times i feel unwanted, used, abandoned, and it is important to stand strong in these times as showing weakness means that they win   i don’t need a man to feel worthy i am in love with myself and who i became after you destroyed me because like they say if you […]

I hope you remember that you left me And I hope that it haunts you everyday I also hope you had a lovely night with her The one you loved before me Fitting that you choose to love her after me too, You continue to hurt me But I guess it’s me who lets you

if there’s one thing i lack in life it’s forgiveness i find it difficult to simply forget things that have effected me so greatly i’d like to learn to forgive   but it’s hard to do when the ghosts of mistakes still linger

they say that you always go back to your roots eventually, you’ll be back with her and i’ll end up alone   but that’s alright i wont lose sleep at night over you

i’m trying to decide who i am, as a person and i’m quickly learning that who i am, who i was, and who i want to be, are 3 different people   somedays I prefer who I was before i moved out of my parents place, sometime’s I feel like I liked me a lot […]

there will be a time when I won’t remember what you smell like or what your touch on my neck feels like   one day I will have a body that doesn’t even know of you but today isn’t that day close, but not yet