Author: Amanda Vi

‘i would rather be alone than be without you’    

and you also took my breath away when i pulled up but then things eventually go back to the way they need to be i am here you are there you have her     and in case you forgot,   i love when you call me your girl    

i try not to spend my time wondering if you ever think about me i don’t check your online presence anymore I deleted the photos of us   I try to erase you (i promise); i try but you’re still here         everyday

the thing i have come to learn about myself is that i am not very solid, while other girls are concrete. i am not the girl you plan a future with, i am the girl you enjoy in the meantime. all i really want is someone who doesn’t wear an expiry date across their heart.

all i do is whine about time and how you’re not mine

i’m sorry i’m such a bother i’m sorry i’m such a pain i’m sorry for apologizing all the time sometimes i feel like you’d be so much better off if i just disappeared would you like that?

i hope that a day comes that i don’t write about you but you always slip though me like the sun on a warm day through the blinds of my basement window i guess one day i’ll be brave enough to face the darkness (not knowing you anymore)

okay listen up because i’m only gonna’ say this once more you left me. i never wanted to leave you. i wanted us to break the odds; i wanted us to shine. i wanted to be that couple that stayed together; i wanted us to set examples. i wanted us to work. and you win […]

i think of you in the most random moments like when i wrap my tacos, because you taught me how that one time in my sketchy basement suite when i moved out after high school i don’t think you think of me i think that’s fair i just want you to know that i think […]

i ran away with you to the mountains but little did I know I only needed to run from you – – i’d rather be loved by someone who doesn’t know how to love than by someone who loved me terribly