Author: Amanda Vi

I have an older sister as time went on, i always recieved her old things bikes, clothes, books, etc but i never felt so secondhand until i held your hand and called you mine

i don’t care if i’m a disappointment to my parents i don’t care if i’m a disappointment to my teachers i don’t care if i’m a disappointment to my friends i know i should only care about my own evaluation, but i really only care if you’re proud of me

i fell in love this winter the snow didn’t feel so cold the winter days didn’t feel as dark the morning frost felt warmer i fell in love this winter

i probably owe you a couple of dollars, when you buy me a milkshake or pay for my dinner i probably  owe you a massage, from when i lost a bet but i don’t think i owe you an apology

i feel used up like a bottle of tooth paste, you know? fingers squezed tight against my neck until i’m empty and then simply thrown away

me and you may not hate the same things but as long as we both hate being apart, i’m excited to see what our time brings 7 months from the start

sometimes i think about my life before you the lies i lived in the black eye i received all the times i tried to make people happy i just hope i make you happy because you make me happier than i ever thought i deserved to be

i think that some people tend to bury themselves so deep in lies that they no longer can spot the difference between myth and truth you became a myth and i think i’m done defending you in court  

    and he missed her he missed her so much that when you stood beside him you could feel his ache but all you can do for a victim of heartbreak is relate