Author: Amanda Vi

jan18.

at last, I had to give it up never wanted to do harm I do my best You must remember I mean well         I don’t want to leave you That’s all I could say My life went on Suspicion closed in She gave it up I will never let him in […]

playlists update

hey guys so my playlists will now be available on spotify instead of apple music. sorry for the inconvenience but i missed spotify a lot and it is my preferred music provider. listen to my newest playlist here

i’ve got a bad desire

  I let your soul drop water into my back in my purple bath and sometimes I can’t help but let you in and consume me but every time I do it I see your soul a little clearer and I’m scared to hear what he has to say once he’s strong enough to speak […]

distance > conclusion

I feel you leaving But this feeling isn’t new You’re like a boomerang But your distance is getting further And maybe one day You will not return     And i’m unsure of the reason why the responsibility of your self-love fell onto my shoulders but i can’t make you love yourself   and to […]

poly

you would like it everything I wrote was about you and i guess I feel the same about you   I’d like to think that my lips are the only ones you think about kissing   But i don’t think the day will come, the day you decide you only need one.

give me a new mentality

I feel like a barn in an abandoned field They’re just waiting for me to collapse so they can rebuild And Jake, I rang that church bell on my way home but when you’re alone it rings differently   Of all the people I chose to spend my time with I don’t think I spent […]