Author: Amanda Vi

i’m not sure where i’m meant to be

but darling he loved me when no one else could when you were back home holding back her fists at parties in the woods he fell asleep in my creations   and haven’t i told you? you pulled the double shot i wouldn’t quite call it “kicking me while i’m down” it was more like […]

you believe in everything but me

  -and it sucks because we used to roll together so closely and now it’s normal to never see either of you-   i miss you both but on different levels can you come back? fuck we used to be such rebels smoking CC’s in your sebring felt like a felony but eventually you’d smoke […]

next chapter

  Another beginning without you   I’m getting good at this   I’m starting to learn important things   Like trust no one   Because every being is selfish   And now I’m here   Starting over yet again   Breathe in breathe out   Let the good things roll in     I see […]

do i look like a fool?

  right now we are happy, we are feeling content but i can’t help but notice the fear in your eyes, consequence i am the calmest near water, please keep me safe but will my love for the waves find us in a different place? i don’t want space i don’t want time all i […]

tune in my head pt.1

  The coffee in your cup is whiter   Do you feel a little lighter?   Because baby I’ve been thinking   We should save our ship from sinking Because I’m just here for the moment   Writing all the words I wish I sent   Will I see you tonight?   Because I hope […]

i miss the green

  your blade is so fucking sharp   all the others can cry all day to me   but you show up in a dream   and I’m stuck   it was always supposed to be you and me when I kissed you I knew that much for sure   but you always felt so […]