Author: Amanda Vi

the wonderful years (pt.1)

    my mom told me today that she thought i’d always end up with you i told her i had thought the same thing a while ago until i knew how deep her scars were engraved in you i’m sorry i couldn’t fix you up again it starts to look old and jaded the […]

rhythm

a strong, regular, repeated pattern of movement or sound.     You are the rhythm in me     You keep me flowing   You keep me going     You bleed through me like the velvet in my veins     One two three four   You keep me begging for more   I […]

not the first (a note)

you don’t need to explain why you don’t want to commit i understand i have been told i am a liability rather than a love i am a lost cause rather than a clear begining i am full of scars and bruises while you are in brand new condition i should’ve noticed the signs passing […]

i don’t know my destination pt. 1

  When I was younger, it was clear to me that my parents had not lived out their dreams. Although I never felt as if I was the cause to this, I always felt a sort of responsibility to better myself in spite of this. You know, the classic ‘don’t end up like me’ argument your parents give you when […]

in confidence

  The bed never felt empty after you left   Even when I would lay awake at night   In the very place we let ourselves die   Sleeping by myself still felt so right   At the end I realized I didn’t need you   I think you knew the whole time   The […]