Category: writings

2am provokings

Post author By Vi
Post date June 23, 2020
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Remember when you first loved me And everything was new Only thought about me and you But now with you I feel so lonely You never loved me after all Just a combination of weed and alcohol That’ll teach me not to fall

He told me not to be scared of dying (before he killed himself)

Post author By Vi
Post date June 20, 2020
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I saw myself in the rearview mirror in the uber and I realized I’m who I’ve always wanted to be When I go to my hometown I’m reminded of the bottom from where I started, where you chose to decay When I spend nights downtown on my balcony studying I know I’m where I’m […]

we’re all laughing at you

Post author By Vi
Post date May 29, 2020
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I’ll watch you fall to your death I’ll try not to smile Bite my lips for a while I’m too young to take myself out You’ll never succeed Tied down like a tree Boiling water poured upon your roots No more room for growth You’re hitting a new low I don’t have […]

conscious hallucinations

Post author By Vi
Post date May 28, 2020
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i’m aware you aren’t there but i still stare i guess i still care you were never fair now you’re somewhere hands in a new pair breathing in that new air i am your biggest scare push your decency down the stairs finding someone like me is rare i know i’m still there that you […]

what is existence without resistance?

Post author By Vi
Post date May 14, 2020
Categories In writings

but who am i to fall & stay in love with someone who never cared if i cried not even at our peak we’ve had more than enough each other but i always let you back in puppy eyes, ‘please’ , ‘it’s not the same without you’ it’s not me it’s nature science […]

what you see is just a ghost of who I should be

Post author By Vi
Post date April 18, 2020
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It’s sad we bleed so deep for each other when we’re basically strangers with familiar touch Because I’m sticking with the fact that you’re always coming back because I have what she lacks Circles revealed in your tracks I’m in ink across your heart I was there when you fell apart I’ve been […]

call me karen

Post author By Vi
Post date April 11, 2020
Categories In writings

waking up to a gun in your face, it’s called love

you made my mistakes

Post author By Vi
Post date March 30, 2020
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I’ll blame you for all of it You’re good at causing shit I’m good at forgiving it I am a monster today because you had your way I never had my say But maybe I miss you Do you think about me too? I get it we’re old news But wasn’t […]

find me alone at 2 am (and leave me alone)

Post author By Vi
Post date March 21, 2020
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find me alone at 2 am (and leave me alone)

fill the empty exhale the old (you and me we’re dead and cold)

Post author By Vi
Post date February 28, 2020
Categories In writings

In my skin I can’t win Tried to run Had no luck Ended up Back in the dust I felt so high Could never die I know you’ve tried But I’m still alive Fight and scream Until the death of me Rock bottom is my home The only love I’ve ever known […]