You’re always waiting I’ll do it later When I’m older I’m sorry I’m too busy to chat I’m living right now because I know I won’t have time later You’ve always wanted the simple life And I’ve always wanted the climax and lows I’ve always appreciated the art of a story no matter how […]
Category: writings
don’t wait up
a lighthouse in the middle of nowhere has your name on it
Classic of you by the way Dipping into my favourite Hemingway Are you as happy as you thought you’d be? Or an argument away from being a lost man at sea?
got to you part 2
I crave the touch that is strong Holds me against the wall It lets me know when I am wrong In order to not let me fall Hands around my neck with the intention Held up in big arms – safe and ready What comes next I won’t mention Fast and Hard // slow and […]
f in the chat
And he said She’s gorgeous She’s smart too She’s got a dog just like you, She makes me feel again, like I used to, But the most wonderful part of all- She isn’t you
strawberry lies
Strawberries lies Talking to another guy I wish he was mine And all the books he buys But I’m stuck in this tide Fake laughs – smile wide Pretend that this is fine But I’d rather die Than sit here and sigh Sigh sigh Strawberries will be fine Go to bed another night Back to […]
want me when i’m gone
I bought a beautiful black dress to kill myself in. But now I’m wondering if red is a better color to die in, to match the color slowing in my veins, maybe support a bloodstain lipped as an accessory. Or maybe I’m avoiding things. They only want me once I’m not theirs anymore I’m the […]
starburst lips
Please don’t sympathize with me I do not forgive I only apologize ———— I daydream so often about killing you lately Pushing a solid bullet through your chest I’ll stay and watch the blood pour from your chest Until blood drips from your bottom lip Lips like starbursts lips like rat traps The only DNA […]
fight n flight
I’m sick of this pain partner That occupies the seat next to mine I’ve tried for years to shove it in the upper console I tried storing it underneath my seat But alas I suppose I just have to sit with this feeling
embrace the point of no return
It’s like letting someone stab you over and over I never really had the will to live in the first place so keep stabbing Let me bleed I’ll feel the pain to feel anything at all
mulch
Not even dirt honestly more like that sticky stuff between the dirt and rock under the ground So far down I can be bothered to look for the sun anymore I was a princess living this fantasy with a prince who could never love me More like a tragedy […]