My eyes are refusing to stay open Much like your mind It’s on days like these I feel isolated Hollow, broken, empty inside
Category: writings
hopelessly devoted to no one
I had a dream about a boy He stopped my heart whenever his eyes reached mine He sat across from me on the bus As most of my loves had Always going somewhere When really all I want is some time alone With you Are you Real? Are you here? Should I just keep […]
you held onto my vinyl because music is the only thing you could ever commit to
And he said, “if you don’t get it off your chest you will never be able to breathe freely again.” And I said I do not Care About my Air I’m in Despair My heart will Tear I do not Care I will say nothing Just lay my body in the […]
not kids anymore
i dreamt about you last night how you tell me its your birthday sneak into my brain not my sight we just drove like we used to only drive stick shift you’re never up to anything new remember kissing me? won’t let you forget you loved it at first but […]
wetsuit dreams
white water raft my favourite rocky ride similar to waves we crash at every wake it’s fun though (are you having fun yet?)
the first mistake was believing I needed anyone at all
Blood across my knuckles and scars all up my legs Strength shown in discourse A clean soul is damaged more than you’d think It won’t be until the day that I die That you feel that freedom That weight off your heart Until then I’ll keep you down
mad at my motivation
I always let you know that you could do it I pushed you out of love You resisted out of fear We were meant to grow together Talking about dreams we had, Dreams I’m accomplishing without you now. I’ve just been thinking that you can do better. Everyone in your life hated me because […]
heavy conscious tin box
I’ll send you my heart in a box A little tin one with some old logo on the front so no one will know. It will be our secret. I will send you my entire heart first and then you will send yours in return. Do you promise? It took a lot out of me […]
blocked bitch
It’s okay if you’re not where you want to be But it is not fair to take that out on me I don’t care for your hostility That’s clearly born from jealousy I won’t slow down I won’t concede I live on my own with no one to control me Not my fault you dropped […]
leave her alone
I can’t find my footing I feel uneasy with your grip Can I hold myself up better? Forever mad at who I’ve been Striving to over correct it What do you aim for? Is everything you say and feel temporary? Or like me are you a to the grave type? […]