Category: writings

hopelessly devoted to no one

  I had a dream about a boy  He stopped my heart whenever his eyes reached mine He sat across from me on the bus As most of my loves had Always going somewhere  When really all I want is some time alone With you  Are you Real?  Are you here?  Should I just keep […]

not kids anymore

    i dreamt about you last night how you tell me its your birthday sneak into my brain not my sight     we just drove like we used to only drive stick shift you’re never up to anything new   remember kissing me? won’t let you forget you loved it at first but […]

mad at my motivation

I always let you know that you could do it  I pushed you out of love  You resisted out of fear We were meant to grow together  Talking about dreams we had, Dreams I’m accomplishing without you now.   I’ve just been thinking that you can do better. Everyone in your life hated me because […]

heavy conscious tin box

I’ll send you my heart in a box  A little tin one with some old logo on the front so no one will know. It will be our secret. I will send you my entire heart first and then you will send yours in return. Do you promise? It took a lot out of me […]

blocked bitch

It’s okay if you’re not where you want to be But it is not fair to take that out on me  I don’t care for your hostility  That’s clearly born from jealousy  I won’t slow down I won’t concede  I live on my own with no one to control me Not my fault you dropped […]

leave her alone

I can’t find my footing I feel uneasy with your grip    Can I hold myself up better?    Forever mad at who I’ve been Striving to over correct it   What do you aim for?    Is everything you say and feel temporary?  Or like me are you a to the grave type?    […]