Category: writings

mad at my motivation

I always let you know that you could do it  I pushed you out of love  You resisted out of fear We were meant to grow together  Talking about dreams we had, Dreams I’m accomplishing without you now.   I’ve just been thinking that you can do better. Everyone in your life hated me because […]

heavy conscious tin box

I’ll send you my heart in a box  A little tin one with some old logo on the front so no one will know. It will be our secret. I will send you my entire heart first and then you will send yours in return. Do you promise? It took a lot out of me […]

blocked bitch

It’s okay if you’re not where you want to be But it is not fair to take that out on me  I don’t care for your hostility  That’s clearly born from jealousy  I won’t slow down I won’t concede  I live on my own with no one to control me Not my fault you dropped […]

leave her alone

I can’t find my footing I feel uneasy with your grip    Can I hold myself up better?    Forever mad at who I’ve been Striving to over correct it   What do you aim for?    Is everything you say and feel temporary?  Or like me are you a to the grave type?    […]

2am provokings

Remember when you first loved me  And everything was new  Only thought about me and you  But now with you I feel so lonely    You never loved me after all Just a combination of weed and alcohol That’ll teach me not to fall   

we’re all laughing at you

I’ll watch you fall to your death  I’ll try not to smile  Bite my lips for a while   I’m too young to take myself out  You’ll never succeed  Tied down like a tree    Boiling water poured upon your roots No more room for growth You’re hitting a new low    I don’t have […]

conscious hallucinations

i’m aware you aren’t there but i still stare i guess i still care you were never fair now you’re somewhere hands in a new pair breathing in that new air i am your biggest scare push your decency down the stairs finding someone like me is rare i know i’m still there that you […]