Category: writings

i hope that a day comes that i don’t write about you but you always slip though me like the sun on a warm day through the blinds of my basement window i guess one day i’ll be brave enough to face the darkness (not knowing you anymore)

okay listen up because i’m only gonna’ say this once more you left me. i never wanted to leave you. i wanted us to break the odds; i wanted us to shine. i wanted to be that couple that stayed together; i wanted us to set examples. i wanted us to work. and you win […]

i think of you in the most random moments like when i wrap my tacos, because you taught me how that one time in my sketchy basement suite when i moved out after high school i don’t think you think of me i think that’s fair i just want you to know that i think […]

i ran away with you to the mountains but little did I know I only needed to run from you – – i’d rather be loved by someone who doesn’t know how to love than by someone who loved me terribly

I have an older sister as time went on, i always recieved her old things bikes, clothes, books, etc but i never felt so secondhand until i held your hand and called you mine

i don’t care if i’m a disappointment to my parents i don’t care if i’m a disappointment to my teachers i don’t care if i’m a disappointment to my friends i know i should only care about my own evaluation, but i really only care if you’re proud of me

i fell in love this winter the snow didn’t feel so cold the winter days didn’t feel as dark the morning frost felt warmer i fell in love this winter

i probably owe you a couple of dollars, when you buy me a milkshake or pay for my dinner i probably  owe you a massage, from when i lost a bet but i don’t think i owe you an apology

i feel used up like a bottle of tooth paste, you know? fingers squezed tight against my neck until i’m empty and then simply thrown away

me and you may not hate the same things but as long as we both hate being apart, i’m excited to see what our time brings 7 months from the start