judging by the amount of times I’ve been wrong about people, you’d think I’d be more careful about who I attach myself to. (I take the leap, without a parachute) But here I am, in the back seat of your car melting under your intense warmth. (I’m going down) I feel […]
Category: writings
am i okay
I tend to feel like there’s something wrong with me Like maybe my skin feels rough to your touch Maybe I laugh too much and at the wrong times Or maybe my body is just so cold from past ventures that you feel the need to keep your distance I’ve never felt uncomfortable in my […]
take a knee*
The space between who I am and who I want to be Is so vast So confusing The reflection in mind consumes me My attention is not what you see I’m sorry
keep trying
I know my words my sting They may stay lingering But please know At the start You were my heart
i don’t remember last night or writing this for you years ago
i like being alone i like the way tea, silence and an empty room can sync together into an emptiness that feels complete then i met you that night in the hammock the rope and your arms holding me together we didn’t say one word that day i like being alone […]
mom jeans
Dancing in your t-shirt in your high rise Kissing you in the streets downtown ‘Railing’ on the bathroom counter These are the day’s worth writing down
this is us
so this is the beginning i’ve wanted this for so long there were days when I would just sit around and wonder if i would ever get to feel that love if i would ever trust someone again and then I found you and thus the worst chapter of my life […]
This Is Closure
This is closure: I’m writing waves for you No matter how many stones I throw, My splash seems so insignificant to the rest. ——————————————————– Eagle Bay: Maybe I will leave you here You and your wishy washy ways, Will fit right in here All day and all night Washed up ; Carried back in […]
Things that people you’ve been with for a long time, but haven’t spoken to in while, would still probably remember about you:
The way your organize your clothes Your coffee order The brand of shampoo you use Literally how you sleep Your McDonalds order How you like your eggs Which movie can make you cry There are things that no one in my universe knows about me, But you still probably remember. Or […]
constant
there will be times i feel unwanted, used, abandoned, and it is important to stand strong in these times as showing weakness means that they win i don’t need a man to feel worthy i am in love with myself and who i became after you destroyed me because like they say if you […]