Category: writings

if there’s one thing i lack in life it’s forgiveness i find it difficult to simply forget things that have effected me so greatly i’d like to learn to forgive   but it’s hard to do when the ghosts of mistakes still linger

they say that you always go back to your roots eventually, you’ll be back with her and i’ll end up alone   but that’s alright i wont lose sleep at night over you

i’m trying to decide who i am, as a person and i’m quickly learning that who i am, who i was, and who i want to be, are 3 different people   somedays I prefer who I was before i moved out of my parents place, sometime’s I feel like I liked me a lot […]

there will be a time when I won’t remember what you smell like or what your touch on my neck feels like   one day I will have a body that doesn’t even know of you but today isn’t that day close, but not yet

‘i would rather be alone than be without you’    

and you also took my breath away when i pulled up but then things eventually go back to the way they need to be i am here you are there you have her     and in case you forgot,   i love when you call me your girl    

i try not to spend my time wondering if you ever think about me i don’t check your online presence anymore I deleted the photos of us   I try to erase you (i promise); i try but you’re still here         everyday

the thing i have come to learn about myself is that i am not very solid, while other girls are concrete. i am not the girl you plan a future with, i am the girl you enjoy in the meantime. all i really want is someone who doesn’t wear an expiry date across their heart.

all i do is whine about time and how you’re not mine

i’m sorry i’m such a bother i’m sorry i’m such a pain i’m sorry for apologizing all the time sometimes i feel like you’d be so much better off if i just disappeared would you like that?