i’m aware you aren’t there but i still stare i guess i still care you were never fair now you’re somewhere hands in a new pair breathing in that new air i am your biggest scare push your decency down the stairs finding someone like me is rare i know i’m still there that you […]
Author: Amanda Vi
what is existence without resistance?
but who am i to fall & stay in love with someone who never cared if i cried not even at our peak we’ve had more than enough each other but i always let you back in puppy eyes, ‘please’ , ‘it’s not the same without you’ it’s not me it’s nature science […]
what you see is just a ghost of who I should be
It’s sad we bleed so deep for each other when we’re basically strangers with familiar touch Because I’m sticking with the fact that you’re always coming back because I have what she lacks Circles revealed in your tracks I’m in ink across your heart I was there when you fell apart I’ve been […]
call me karen
waking up to a gun in your face, it’s called love
you made my mistakes
I’ll blame you for all of it You’re good at causing shit I’m good at forgiving it I am a monster today because you had your way I never had my say But maybe I miss you Do you think about me too? I get it we’re old news But wasn’t […]
find me alone at 2 am (and leave me alone)
find me alone at 2 am (and leave me alone)
fill the empty exhale the old (you and me we’re dead and cold)
In my skin I can’t win Tried to run Had no luck Ended up Back in the dust I felt so high Could never die I know you’ve tried But I’m still alive Fight and scream Until the death of me Rock bottom is my home The only love I’ve ever known […]
i’m gonna need a damage deposit next time
ill never go home again
I take the train when I need a life update
Flying by the college station Onto Uni, the next tier Never did I think I’d be here To waste my power is a sin I love the towers that surround me Make me feel safe, at ease Finally up off my boney knees It was all possible I just had to leave No […]
she’s none the wiser
If she knew what you said The double life that you led She’d still end up in your bed I know I’m still in your head Causing the motions again But hun I wish you were dead