the best part is i know i’m there with you lightly whispering in your ear as her fingers linger up your weak thighs “it’s never enough is it?” you wince at the truth of my statement (they always try to push me aside) but the voices stay with you long after i’m gone “still […]
Author: Amanda Vi
rope and red tape are very similar in theory
and every time like routine maintenance i hold this huge rope-cutting ceremony and i shout from the rooftops “BE GONE – I have now let go!” i’m always lying there’s always going to be a part of you i can’t rid myself of like a glitter bomb going off in your glove compartment […]
i’ll pretend that it doesn’t hurt me that you haven’t reached out
(nights) like these
on nights like these i’ll let you sink in let you slide right under my skin come right to me let me relieve all of the misery you’ve felt since you left me i won’t tell i know you won’t You say you’re fine but you’re not let’s just ignore the issues […]
forever the one that got away – they don’t seem to like to stay
He doesn’t recognize the space I take up His mind on himself My mind on help Rolls his eyes when I say excuse me I wish I could be Without so many apologies He said I had too many bad days Doesn’t even consider That he treats me like litter What will happen […]
questions to consider
Don’t you see? Soon enough you’ll be as lonely as one can be Are you aware? One day I’ll be far away from your stare Do you feel it? The first punch of heartbreak’s hit Will you be sorry? Once I’m gone and you’re alone in your story
nineteen: a note
anoteanoteanote…. I was your home And you were mine I know you said Another lifetime And you’re right And I’ll be fine I guess I just wish It was right this time
black hole: a note
anoteanoteanote…. It’s my favourite part The looks of realization The overwhelming presence of forgetfulness When I leave I don’t simply walk away I always leave a huge black hole where I once laid And now you will be left all alone with the void As many men before you have learned to live with It […]
i only love those who have never been mine
Okay I admit it I miss the fucking face time calls The book rec’s too Never once Did I think I’d miss the snarky comments I wish I knew That one day You’d just fucking disappear so quick Thought it’d be different With you
imitation is the sincerest form of jealousy
It’s cute she wants to be me I mean who wouldn’t want to be I am free I am a queen I am more than you will ever be