I need to remember your love is so fake You put rings on things you don’t want forever While messaging girls across the continents Spending money on making those folders in your computer fuller (Your index from highschool probably still on your desktop today) Never did I think I would be one of them The […]
Tag: poem
beating a dead horse
i get it you want to see if it’s still there you want to see if i would stare you want to see if i still care (I’d like to know too, but truth is, love and hate is so close when it comes to you) I promised myself I wouldn’t let you […]
silly ol’ me
Silly calf tattoos Sun is out all night These are the days I will miss -I just know it Incoming call from Spain Then Toronto came calling my name These are the days I’ll reminisce -I just know it I know it’s selfish of me honey yes I do But I think it’s […]
fight n flight
I’m sick of this pain partner That occupies the seat next to mine I’ve tried for years to shove it in the upper console I tried storing it underneath my seat But alas I suppose I just have to sit with this feeling
embrace the point of no return
It’s like letting someone stab you over and over I never really had the will to live in the first place so keep stabbing Let me bleed I’ll feel the pain to feel anything at all
mulch
Not even dirt honestly more like that sticky stuff between the dirt and rock under the ground So far down I can be bothered to look for the sun anymore I was a princess living this fantasy with a prince who could never love me More like a tragedy […]
hopelessly devoted to no one
I had a dream about a boy He stopped my heart whenever his eyes reached mine He sat across from me on the bus As most of my loves had Always going somewhere When really all I want is some time alone With you Are you Real? Are you here? Should I just keep […]
you held onto my vinyl because music is the only thing you could ever commit to
And he said, “if you don’t get it off your chest you will never be able to breathe freely again.” And I said I do not Care About my Air I’m in Despair My heart will Tear I do not Care I will say nothing Just lay my body in the […]
blocked bitch
It’s okay if you’re not where you want to be But it is not fair to take that out on me I don’t care for your hostility That’s clearly born from jealousy I won’t slow down I won’t concede I live on my own with no one to control me Not my fault you dropped […]
leave her alone
I can’t find my footing I feel uneasy with your grip Can I hold myself up better? Forever mad at who I’ve been Striving to over correct it What do you aim for? Is everything you say and feel temporary? Or like me are you a to the grave type? […]