truth or dare

i don’t know if you remember but

you used to love me so much

“Aren’t you tired?”

Well, of course I’m tired love but if I can’t teach my mind how to stay a float how am I to teach it to sleep?

The mind is a funny thing you know, it plays tricks on you, but no trick was as great as the one you performed on my heart. You enlarged it to it’s full potential

and then made it disappear

magic

You said you loved me

I said I’d never let you down

But here we are

(maybe said really is dead)

There was this night in Edmonton that I felt so heavy without you I decided to smoke until my lungs were full with enough clouds to lift me from that balcony that we used to cry on together. After 3 joints I forgot my name, but I still remembered yours.

–

His fingers traced my right collar bone

Am I scared

Am I okay

I still feel you on that couch

And it’s been empty ever since