Tag: calgary

clean slate

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date December 7, 2017
Categories In writings

defend

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date December 6, 2017
Categories In writings

poof

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date December 5, 2017
Categories In writings

I just want to cry a lot truth or dare i don’t know if you remember but you used to love me so much “Aren’t you tired?” Well, of course I’m tired love but if I can’t teach my mind how to stay a float how am I to teach it to sleep? […]

You’re Ever Gone

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date December 3, 2017
Categories In writings

Said is dead You said you loved me I said I’d never let you down But here we are (maybe said really is dead) There was this night in Edmonton that I felt so heavy without you I decided to smoke until my lungs were full with enough clouds to lift me from […]

i don’t think you were losing the game of life

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date December 2, 2017
Categories In writings

Tristan was problematic to our group from the very beginning. He was the rich kid with the newest iPod, always had the cool ‘zippo’ binders you could draw on, the huge mansion, all the perks in life that Jace and I could only dream of. But we were young kids when we met, you know, […]

i kissed you in your car and then it was game over

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date December 1, 2017
Categories In writings

As I sat on your kitchen counter, I kicked the knob of your kitchen drawer with my old converse I had bought many years ago; it broke off the door and rolled across the floor to the side of the room where you resided. When I look I see you already staring, my heart fell […]

meet up at the end

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date November 7, 2017
Categories In writings

I’m just not the best at this I’m bad at keeping up My mind is on a different route than my heart And at this point I’m not even sure if they will line back up All I know is my mind is rose and my heart is jack There is […]

good morning

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date November 3, 2017
Categories In writings

i’m not ready to say goodnight but i’m not ready to say good morning either i want to keep you in my dreams for now i know before i felt like i left you to drown at the waves that once consumed me But then you touched my neck and the entire […]

we will lose

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date October 30, 2017
Categories In writings

once i am skin and bones maybe i’ll finally feel lighter but it’s not weight i want to shed, you see it’s these people i’m surrounded by, who only think of themselves maybe one day you will look over and see, i’m sick and lost and desperate and i’m sorry

new leaf

Post author By Amanda Vi
Post date October 24, 2017
Categories In writings

you make me feel more beautiful than i am you find light in me in raw moments sometimes i wonder if you think about unbuttoning my shirt the way i dream about unbuttoning yours