I used to ask you if you wanted me to hold you  

I bet you haven’t seen such kindness since 

Why throw away the one that loves you  

For a bunch of maybes and what if’s?  

I’m letting you go the way a tree lets go to a saw

I keep going back and forth with you

And even though it seems like I’m making no progress

My cut gets deeper and deeper every time

Green painted to black

You’ll never have me back

We fought the same demons

I’m still in your bloodstream

Like a shiver, you can’t shake

I’ll always be there

it’s starts with a single dream

And then I infect your brain

You won’t be thinking straight

Won’t cause you too much pain

Until the memories start bouncing back

We could never keep on the same track

It was the hunger and passion you lack

Don’t think with me

Baby wouldn’t you love to be free?

Don’t think with me

I can be absolutely everything you need

Don’t think with me

Can I be your afternoon treat?

Don’t think with me

What good in that can’t you see?

Because baby

We need to be freed

And I’m greedily in love with you

I won’t let it show

Because you don’t know

How low is my low

Pretend to listen to me

I won’t be able to sleep

Unless you don’t leave

I’m the reason you’re always trying to forget

I’m now just something you once had

You frustrate me on every single planet

This has been enough I’ve had it

Because I can’t stop thinking about you

Dreaming about you

When I kissed you in your car

Because I know you still think of me

Dream of me

Even though you ran away far

And baby I know that you’re gone

But I need you here and I’m not that strong

So baby

Just maybe

Please

(take a hint for me)

Every song is you today

I miss you in every way

You never asked me for help

This is the worst pain I ever felt

When we drove away from the funeral

We decided we felt like collateral

We were mad we aren’t now

I guess it doesn’t matter anyhow

Because you are gone and I am here

Nothing is the same because of you my dear

All I wanted was for you to be mine

Forgot about the rest

The whole entire quest

My life is a mystery I don’t want to solve

When the demons are big

And the sleep comes harder

My grace I start to dig

Can’t handle this forever you know

You hate who I am

But you made me

So you only have yourself to blame

Don’t complain about seeing bones

That you created