I begged you For a year To take me to the flowers So I could heal You finally did Very underwhelming Now you take your whores there That’s how you do all your spending On girls who don’t care They are just there To open their legs So you get your way […]
Category: writings
talking about hard days
Every song is you today I miss you in every way You never asked me for help This is the worst pain I ever felt When we drove away from the funeral We decided we felt like collateral We were mad we aren’t now I guess it doesn’t […]
sorry about the tough times
All I wanted was for you to be mine Forgot about the rest The whole entire quest My life is a mystery I don’t want to solve When the demons are big And the sleep comes harder My grace I start to dig Can’t handle this forever you know
defeated posture
You only want what you simply can’t have I wasn’t enough then, why would I be now? Because I’ve found solid ground without you? I have no stability to lend to you I spent so long with your weight on my back (Now I know I never want you […]
i can see your bones
You hate who I am But you made me So you only have yourself to blame Don’t complain about seeing bones That you created
imagine me in a crown (a note)
All I ever wanted was flowers but all you ever gave me was flaws Did anyone teach you how to love right? You’ve become such an awful sight I won’t feel responsible for your fall Because on you I’ll blame it all Onward We’re both going to keep going I’ll catch glimpses […]
our trip home
Fast paced Call me late But you’re picking me up early Heading back Losing track You keep my head spinning Don’t forget What I like best Kiss me and make me nostalgic I will be All that you need Like I have since we were young
youth with you
You’re playing with my head When you should be in my bed Making me forget the times You left and said you can’t be mine
it’s the moons talking
who’s team are you on anyway? Some days we are on such separate pages I wonder if we’re even in the same book No quality time Didn’t spend a dime Want to be mine But can’t find the time Wasting away Better pray That I stay our creations Let them think you […]
admittance (a note)
I let myself cry about you today I allowed my brain to dig deep and open the files, the ones filled with your scent of hard work, cigarettes and your dirty hair. My fingers used to find themselves wrapped around your golden strands more than once, it’s in the way that I need to feel like leaves […]