I was your home

And you were mine

I know you said 

Another lifetime 

And you’re right 

And I’ll be fine

I guess I just wish

It was right this time

It’s my favourite part 

The looks of realization 

The overwhelming presence of forgetfulness 

When I leave I don’t simply walk away

I always leave a huge black hole where I once laid

And now you will be left all alone with the void

As many men before you have learned to live with 

It cannot be filled with another 

It cannot be replaced by a new passion

Even I, myself, cannot fill this void for you 

Because once I have gotten up 

Decided to leave

It’s extremely hard to get me seated again

And you’ll walk around and see me everywhere 

You’ll wish you held my hand instead of your phone 

The silence won’t feel the same without me around

I hope it swallows you whole

And you realize 

What you have left in the dust 

Was the only thing that made you feel alive in the first place 

while you hand me all your green

just to see my body on-screen

oh I love to make you scream

absolutely love it when you leave

honey, you don’t know what you need

but you swear to god it isn’t me

should’ve let you bleed out your knee

could have been one less problem for me

‘cuz I know you’ll be back we’ll see

you always beg and you always plea

let me in just enough before you flee

what the fuck do you even want from me?

Reader becomes frustrated 

Book thrown against a wall 

Much like you did with me 

Anger in motion 

You were my biggest commotion

When you dragged your fingers across my legs in her basement, fuck

I wanted you so badly 

Forever needing the truth from you, begging with blood in my eyes 

When you begged me in the forest to only be yours because you needed me more than the air in your lungs 

Now I just yearn for anything 

From you 

I cut the chords

I threw the stone 

I keep running

(in circles I’ve found)

But now you’ve ran

No turnaround ahead 

I’m glad 

I’m glad

I’m glad

(I’m mad and sad and feeling so fucking bad)

I’m glad you’re gone 

I’m glad we’re moving on

maybe enemies at best

a plea to you

fix what you broke

as you promised

You say you’ve been writing 

I say same 

(I wish you and I felt the same) 

Never at the right times 

Is there a time and place anymore? 

Did we just miss it? 

(I miss you) 

And let’s be honest you miss me too 

You never were one to talk 

But your actions were loud today

(See you soon) 

To make me feel 

Like you 

Human 

Maybe even alive

(I won’t stretch it, you’re not happy)

I felt as though I didn’t belong 

And now

I see myself as this monster

Taking down buildings as I used to when I was young

(rampage)

Taking names for myself

Every name that thought it was over 

(is anything really over? I believe in the afterlife)

Some days I want to join the wind with you.